Hatred grows within
From my selfish sins
Victimized I am
Through my own crimes
Now, I feel the rage
Burning my soul
You, don't know the pain
I'm forced to bear
This is not what I
Wanted my life to be
Now all I have is an
Endless suffering
So, nothing will change
I can't be redeemed
Guilt, floods all my veins
With desire to bleed
Why, try, to, survive
Here, I shall remain
Confined in my mind
Please, let my blood rain
This life I despise
No, way, to, escape