I want to apologize
Apologize to myself
For letting people get close to me
That are brutally bad for my health
For saying sorry to them, for hurting me
For taking a lot of shit and saying nothing
I was protecting people who didn't protect me
But I knew If I said no, I'd be replaced easily
You put up a veil, so I would blame me
That lasted a long time, the bullshit I couldn't see
You are the master of distorted Reality
And I'm not ok now
But I will soon be, I will soon be
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it and I'm not to blame
Your Narcissistic love bombing, bread crumbing game
When I figured it out, I stood up and stormed out of our play
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
I was lying for you, to make you look good
I was blindsided and misunderstood
And those same People that I took a lot of heat for
Left me when I fell, they slammed the door
I fell down so far, I couldn't see any light
When I looked up for you, you vanished into the night
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it now and I'm not to blame
Your Narcissistic love bombing, bread crumbing game
When I figured it out, I got up and stormed out of your play
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
All those times I was there or you
Ended with your betrayal and was creatively cruel
I can smell your performance
The one where I'm crazy
It took me awhile to see it
All the signs were hazy
Monday started a new day
Now when it comes to you, I stay away
From you and all people who are committed and ran
To seeing me as the Villain for my reactions to your plan
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it now and I'm not to blame
When I climbed up, I climbed higher than you
Now that I have f*ck you money, you want me back too
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
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I want to apologize
Apologize to myself
For letting people get close to me
That are brutally bad for my health
For saying sorry to them, for hurting me
For taking a lot of shit and saying nothing
I was protecting people who didn't protect me
But I knew If I said no, I'd be replaced easily
You put up a veil, so I would blame me
That lasted a long time, the bullshit I couldn't see
You are the master of distorted Reality
And I'm not ok now
But I will soon be, I will soon be
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it and I'm not to blame
Your Narcissistic love bombing, bread crumbing game
When I figured it out, I stood up and stormed out of our play
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
I was lying for you, to make you look good
I was blindsided and misunderstood
And those same People that I took a lot of heat for
Left me when I fell, they slammed the door
I fell down so far, I couldn't see any light
When I looked up for you, you vanished into the night
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it now and I'm not to blame
Your Narcissistic love bombing, bread crumbing game
When I figured it out, I got up and stormed out of your play
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
All those times I was there or you
Ended with your betrayal and was creatively cruel
I can smell your performance
The one where I'm crazy
It took me awhile to see it
All the signs were hazy
Monday started a new day
Now when it comes to you, I stay away
From you and all people who are committed and ran
To seeing me as the Villain for my reactions to your plan
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it now and I'm not to blame
When I climbed up, I climbed higher than you
Now that I have f*ck you money, you want me back too
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
Apologize to myself
For letting people get close to me
That are brutally bad for my health
For saying sorry to them, for hurting me
For taking a lot of shit and saying nothing
I was protecting people who didn't protect me
But I knew If I said no, I'd be replaced easily
You put up a veil, so I would blame me
That lasted a long time, the bullshit I couldn't see
You are the master of distorted Reality
And I'm not ok now
But I will soon be, I will soon be
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it and I'm not to blame
Your Narcissistic love bombing, bread crumbing game
When I figured it out, I stood up and stormed out of our play
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
I was lying for you, to make you look good
I was blindsided and misunderstood
And those same People that I took a lot of heat for
Left me when I fell, they slammed the door
I fell down so far, I couldn't see any light
When I looked up for you, you vanished into the night
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it now and I'm not to blame
Your Narcissistic love bombing, bread crumbing game
When I figured it out, I got up and stormed out of your play
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
All those times I was there or you
Ended with your betrayal and was creatively cruel
I can smell your performance
The one where I'm crazy
It took me awhile to see it
All the signs were hazy
Monday started a new day
Now when it comes to you, I stay away
From you and all people who are committed and ran
To seeing me as the Villain for my reactions to your plan
I took off my top layer, the one you called shame
I finally named it now and I'm not to blame
When I climbed up, I climbed higher than you
Now that I have f*ck you money, you want me back too
I take my own advice now, the great reckoning awake
I throw my scarf back and give the finger as I walk away
Writer: Amy Fossey
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