Hope for better days
Search for more lies
To make em think im okay
I don't want to be a burden to you my love
And i don't think the last words in my head before i sleep should be
I want to die
So when will i ever heal if the memories will never go away
My heart is always dropping
My legs are always trembling
And i feel sick
Sick to my stomach that this is happening to me
But i can't stop wondering
Did i let this happen
And what does healing look like to you
It's just different for me
It's gonna take time
It's already been 18 years
18 f*cking years and i'm still not f*cking okay
18 years and counting
Suppress it
It comes back
The memories
You'll forget
Then on those days you'll remember and it'll ruin the best of days x2
And what does healing look like to you?
18 Years and Counting Video (MV)
Performed By: Amygdala
Length: 4:17
Written by: Yole Centeno, Cesar Bernal, Carlos Zamora, Bianca Quinones, Alex Vazquez
Amygdala - 18 Years and Counting Lyrics
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Hope for better days
Search for more lies
To make em think im okay
I don't want to be a burden to you my love
And i don't think the last words in my head before i sleep should be
I want to die
So when will i ever heal if the memories will never go away
My heart is always dropping
My legs are always trembling
And i feel sick
Sick to my stomach that this is happening to me
But i can't stop wondering
Did i let this happen
And what does healing look like to you
It's just different for me
It's gonna take time
It's already been 18 years
18 f*cking years and i'm still not f*cking okay
18 years and counting
Suppress it
It comes back
The memories
You'll forget
Then on those days you'll remember and it'll ruin the best of days x2
And what does healing look like to you?
Search for more lies
To make em think im okay
I don't want to be a burden to you my love
And i don't think the last words in my head before i sleep should be
I want to die
So when will i ever heal if the memories will never go away
My heart is always dropping
My legs are always trembling
And i feel sick
Sick to my stomach that this is happening to me
But i can't stop wondering
Did i let this happen
And what does healing look like to you
It's just different for me
It's gonna take time
It's already been 18 years
18 f*cking years and i'm still not f*cking okay
18 years and counting
Suppress it
It comes back
The memories
You'll forget
Then on those days you'll remember and it'll ruin the best of days x2
And what does healing look like to you?
Writer: Yole Centeno, Cesar Bernal, Carlos Zamora, Bianca Quinones, Alex Vazquez
Copyright: Lyrics © Royalty Solutions Corp, PFIVE Entertainment Mexico
Copyright: Lyrics © Royalty Solutions Corp, PFIVE Entertainment Mexico