I'm Not Okay Video (MV)

This the end of the line
It's my one last cry for help
And I'll write this as a letter
For a goodbye to myself
Let's do this one more time
Even though it's painful
Rip my heart out from my chest
Spill it all out on the table
Well I don't know if I dragged on
Sorry if I'm bothering you
But here I come with another sad song
Disguising it with a happy tune
Do you know, me well enough?
To know the hell I'm going through
But even then, feels like I should shut up
Cuz you shouldn't care
I'm not okay, i wanna cry
If only my fears, could run and hide
I wish you were here, right by my side
So I know I'm not alone, now
I'm not okay, i wanna cry
Don't wanna be scared, so I have to try
To spread out my wings, and fly up high
It's the only thing I can do
And now my only escape
Is an online fantasy
But I know my real problems
Are back in reality
Don't need to sympathize
The journey's yet to unfold
Need to plan out my escape
From this prison made of gold
With all this time spent on "one last push"
Now the flame is burning out
But I can't seem to lay this torch down
Still have to show what I'm about
Even then, if I try
My current best isn't good enough
So while I'm off, chasing shadows and dreams,
Who'll be there for me?
I'm not okay, I wanna cry
If only my fears, could run and hide
I wish you were here, right by my side
So I know I'm not alone, now
I'm not okay, I wanna cry
Don't wanna be scared, so I have to try
To spread out my wings, and fly up high
It's the only thing I can do
It's the only thing I can do
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay, i wanna cry
Don't wanna be scared, so I have to try
To spread out my wings, and fly up high
It's the only thing I can do