An Awkward Social - Afraid Lyrics

I am afraid to wake up
Afraid to sleep
Afraid to stay up
Afraid to dream
I took my dose of f*ck ups
Slow release
I might not be much
But there's worse things to be

All this time and energy spent on getting along
If all goes well leave a little legacy when you're gone
But lately I've had to question my significance
I like to think that I am not the crazy one

Lying is easy
If you believe in
The things you're saying
It works like praying
You have to feed it
Because you need it to stay sane
To stay the same

I am afraid to wake up
Afraid to sleep
Afraid to stay up
Afraid to dream
I took my dose of f*ck ups
Slow release
I might not be much
But there's worse things to be

False hope no meaning
No thinking just feeling
Incomplete briefings
Declassified meetings
Ruling and regulating
Timing is profitable
Drooling and ventilating
Everything must be controlled
Big plans no vision
Some rhyme no reason
Lies by omission
Marketed freedom
There's nowhere to hide
Not much left to find
When you sell your soul

I am afraid to wake up
Afraid to sleep
Afraid to stay up
Afraid to dream
I took my dose of f*ck ups
Slow release
I might not be much
But there's worse things to be

Don't leave me I have nowhere else to go
Please don't leave me I have nowhere else to go

I am afraid to wake up
Afraid to sleep
Afraid to stay up
Afraid to dream
I took my dose of f*ck ups
Slow release
I might not be much
But there's worse things to be

Lying is easy
If you believe in
The things you're saying
It works like praying
You have to feed it
Because you need it to stay sane
To stay the same