Alaska Video (MV)

Take me back to 2015
Is what you said then still what you mean
I can't find the truth in this
Another slim chance that I'm bound to miss
Goddamn
Down this path again
Another rigged battle that I'll never win
Another heartache ripping apart my chest
Another damn day where I'm forced to grin
Oh no
We've come around, full circle
Just can't seem to get over this hurdle
After four years you'd think we'd have a plan
But instead of moving mountains we just stop and stand
But
What else can I do
Enigmatic tendencies don't leave no clues
Got one last breath I'm about to lose
Suffocate me, decimate me
Right on cue

Jaded eyes
Hypnotized
I can see my future
And I'm terrified

I can see my future in your eyes
Why are you afraid
Mine don't terrorize
Another f*cking nightmare in disguise
I'm just another person you won't recognize

I'm back again, writing lyrics to vent
It's like our time just came and went
Made the mistake of getting my hopes up
Should've learned by now there's always a hold up
Yeah
Another lesson never learned
After all this time you'd think I've earned
A chance to show a world less burned
A world more stable without concerns
No
Was this all a test
Was this just a reminder that I'm second best
Either way, I'm sinking in my chest
The sunrise greets me as I get no rest
Like
I don't know anymore
3am I'm sprawled out on the floor
Haunting thoughts, I can't afford
To get lost in myself, I can't take anymore
No

Jaded eyes
Hypnotized
I can see my future
And I'm terrified
Jaded eyes
Hypnotized
I can see my future
And I'm terrified

I can see my future in your eyes
Why are you afraid
Mine don't terrorize
Another f*cking nightmare in disguise
I'm just another person you won't recognize
I can see my future in your eyes
Why are you afraid
Mine don't terrorize
Another f*cking nightmare in disguise
I'm just another person you won't recognize