Have you ever felt like you weren't in the right place
I mean, Somewhere you dont belong
I feel like i'm a mess and everything around me is totally normal
It's like being a green apple surrounded by the red ones
We're the same yet we are so different
I know that I'm different, that some people think i'm just like them
They fail to see me
The one thats hiding behind a smile
So when i tell them how i am and how hard it is to face the world they're not really able to understand
They want me to think that i'm not that different, that i can do whatever i want to do
They blame me for being so shy, for always underestimating myself
Or for always saying that i'm bothering the world
But, actually this is me : and everyday I put on a show to hide who I really am inside
Its barely understandable how hard it is to smile when I realise that I can't do all the thing others do
It's like walking on an endless road, full of obstacles and seeing other with nothing in their way