Andii Styron - Heavy Lyrics

Listen to your intuition when it's telling you not to go back down the road that you've been trying to lose
Can't you hear your conscience calling you out by your name telling you not to fall for words that will never change

But if you can't trust your brain and if you can't trust your heart
Is it ever really ending
Or are you just at the start

Cnd I can carry what I have to
But that don't mean that sh*t ain't get heavy
And if you really want to ask who gave it to me while she's staring right back at me
From the burden to the regrets I've accumulated I'm holding myself down
Someone teach me how to let it go
Someone teach me how to let it go

Baby I don't mean it
I promise that I'll change
Then you have the nerve to ask me
Why I'm not acting the same

I don't know what's worse
Feeling hurt or being used
F*ck the feeling and the motive
To believe you I refuse

But if you can't trust your brain and if you can't trust your heart
Is it ever really ending
Or are you just at the start

Cnd I can carry what I have to
But that don't mean that sh*t ain't get heavy
And if you really want to ask who gave it to me while she's staring right back at me
From the burden to the regrets I've accumulated I'm holding myself down
Someone teach me how to let it go
Someone teach me how to let it go

I denied myself all for you
Light me up because you feel wrong
Can't believe I thought you were true
Can't believe that I was right all along

Cnd I can carry what I have to
But that don't mean that sh*t ain't get heavy
And if you really want to ask who gave it to me while she's staring right back at me
From the burden to the regrets I've accumulated I'm holding myself down
Someone teach me how to let it go
Someone teach me how to let it go