Dark Matter Video (MV)

Tripping got me twisting my perception
And reflection in the mirror is nothing but a mere obsession
Was counting blessings but they ain't never permanent
I rest in peace on the day of malnourishment
Weird feeling someone I ain't ever meet
Is posted up inside the sky puppeteering over me
I been eternal searching for divinity
In a circle of sinners, there's none akin to me
Writing history, just cooling by the third base
Shake your core like San Andreas in an earthquake
Ain't nothing fertile, the future lacking potency
And death claiming those who live within the poetry
I hope to be a guardian angel
So all my sins will be forgiven and my heart can be stable
I'm in the winter cold with nothing but an apron on
Don't f*ck with churches, they reminding me where family gone
Ahead of time, shit I know, I hear it on the daily
But no amount of love and praise can ever validate me
I'm packing bags with no idea where my trip will take me
I've set my boundaries, hope the demons never fornicate me
Close eyes and fall inside of the dark matter
Climb past all these inhibitions with my ladder
Til I lose my grip and start my descent
I guess I'm really just delaying when it all splatter
Close eyes and fall inside of the dark matter
Climb past all these inhibitions with my ladder
Til I lose my grip and start my descent
I guess I'm really just delaying when it all splatter
Analyze the stat line, see that I'm amazing
Music is a mental hospital and I'm a patient
Centerfold bad memories that I'm erasing
With every combination of chemicals that I'm taking
Seen too many bad cases just for me to follow suit
Said I'll be great someday, I'm showing off a lot of proof
But with this life I live I ride the line between Dante
Fighting hellions, same time finding Andre
And sticking true to what I see in the mirror
The bodies in the coffin closer than they appear
Clutching to the notion that I'm valuable
Because my spectrum of emotion very malleable
And an Addy or two would prolly sharpen up my state of mind
But I got plenty damage, I don't need a crater size
Hole missing, gold digging, wishing for petroleum
Cold whisper, bone shiver, this is my mausoleum
Close eyes and fall inside of the dark matter
Climb past all these inhibitions with my ladder
Til I lose my grip and start my descent
I guess I'm really just delaying when it all splatter
Close eyes and fall inside of the dark matter
Climb past all these inhibitions with my ladder
Til I lose my grip and start my descent
I guess I'm really just delaying when it all splatter
Feel free to get comfortable
We'll build a vessel that can take us where we want it to go
Meantime, head down, I just shuffle around
I'm the mayor but don't know a single soul in this town
Feel free to get comfortable
We'll build a vessel that can take us where we want it to go
Meantime, head down, I just shuffle around
I'm the mayor but don't know a single soul in this town