I feel like I cannot be real with anybody who has ever loved me
I wanna show 'em they were wrong to believe in me
Truthfully, it's kind of cruel
How I do 'em when they pass through the crucible
Say I changed, you must be kidding
I told you this would happen in the very beginning
I mean I didn't say the words, it was more of a feeling
Even if I had you know you weren't listening
Show me your disguise, whisper to me, tell me your lies
Tell me goodbye, show me what you look like when you hide
And when you make me die, make sure I feel like I want it
Like the first time, you know that's how I really want it
Got a couple people who are really scared for me
And I turned my phone off
You said that you'd always be there for me
It's how you got your number blocked
White lighter, sick of playing sane
Shout 27, favorite in the game
Pink jello with a rose inside
Reminiscing on the ghosts that I've kept alive
Show me your disguise, whisper to me tell me your lies
Tell me goodbye, show me what you look like when you hide
When you make me die, make sure I feel like I want it
Just like the first time, yeah you know that's how I really want it