They thought I'd never really go for it, but I did
Thought I'd never really go all in, I did
Never thought I'd let you through my doors again
Here I am laying on your chest again (I miss you)
I'm sorry that I suck at texting you back
I wanna go to a place from which I can't come back
I'm so afraid to invite you into this
I don't know everything that that entails
And maybe if you pull me down from upstairs
We can see what this life has for us to share
Its gonna take a lot to overcome this fear
Promise to hold me down when I get scared
They thought I'd never really go for it, but I did
Thought I'd never really go all in, I did
Never thought I'd let you through my doors again
Here I am laying on your chest again (I miss you)
They thought I'd never really go for it, but I did
Thought I'd never really go all in, I did
Never thought I'd let you through my doors again
Here I am laying on your chest again (I miss you)
I'm not really that attached to this world
It's why i'm taking these risks, tell me you go girl
I had to walk away without saying goodbye
Cuz they never knew me no they knew my disguise
I look strong but I fell asleep crying
It's all good and I'm really good at lying
I freed myself from being all trapped
But I'm still trapped hoping I can make it all back