Do I Want to Smile? Video (MV)

I hope it's not slow, when my hands start to fail me
And I can't recall those I cared
We all have to go, no matter what we've promised
Or what we didn't get to do
I wish I knew what I had left
I wish I knew what I had left behind
Well, do I wanna smile, or do I wanna cry?
Loss can be kind, or ashes unto memories
Where they'll burn themselves to dust
You've heard both my lies, and the thoughts I don't mention
So please don't hate me when I'm wrong
I wish I knew what I had left
I wish I knew what I had left behind
Well, do I wanna smile, or do I wanna cry
If I can't hold you with every piece I've chipped away
Would you stay?
I wish I knew what I had left
I wish I knew what I had left behind
Yeah, do I wanna smile, or do I wanna cry?
Do I wanna cry?
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