Only If You Knew Video (MV)

And it feel like I've been running up in circles
Gotta keep on jumping all these hurdles
Cut me with a blade it's getting hurtful
Hoping all this pain is not eternal
'Cause, oh
I've been in my head I'm feeling blue
But I'm 'a keep on rockin' it for you
Tell me what they sayin' isn't true
I hope that what they sayin' isn't true
I try to keep my head and keep it cool
Oh, yeah
Stayin' in my zone and pushing' through
But only if you knew just what I knew
Baby this is nothing mythical
Nothing fictional
But it's mystical, yeah
I tap into my indigo
Beyond the visual
Ooh, I'm far beyond the physical
Something spiritual
On another level this ain't typical
I'm in the zone
Hoping that my love for you ain't visible
This is clinical
I know that my heart is nothing fixable
Living how I live is getting difficult
I can't really trust nobody
Back of the party
I've been feeling sorry
She asked me if I'll make it
I said "hardly"
Always getting played, I didn't know I was Atari
'Cause I'm 'a learn how to ball
But first I got to learn how to fall
Lil' boy I had to learn to stand tall
You got defenses
See you've buildit up a wall
But my third eye open and all
I got some demons I might give 'em a call
(I might give 'em a call, oh)
And it feel like I've been running up in circles
Gotta keep on jumping all these hurdles
Cut me with a blade it's getting hurtful
Hoping all this pain is not eternal
'Cause, oh
I've been in my head I'm feeling blue
But I'm 'a keep on rockin' it for you
Tell me what they sayin' isn't true
I hope that what they sayin' isn't true
I try to keep my head and keep it cool
Oh, yeah
Stayin' in my zone and pushing' through
But only if you knew just what I knew