I believe that you were meant
For me
I believe that you make me
Happy
Why do I continue with
This lie
I'm so miserable I cry
And cry
Looking down the sofa
For another 20p
Going to the outdoor
And feeling so happy
Happy's not the word
I want maybe I am
Relieved
I can have another drink and
Forget all of this
Is my existence
It's my existence
My existence
Waking up the TV's been
Left on
Using up the cash
I haven't got
All I have is spent
On fags and drink
In the dark I eat
Yesterdays chips
No one wants to see me
All my family have gone
I would like to ring them
But no credit on my phone
Do I take a risk and go
And walk to see my friend
We can have another drink
And forget all of this
Is my existence
Is my existence
Is my existence
My existence
Is my existence
Is my existence
Is my existence
You know