I woke up from a dream
And she wasn't there
Feel like I'm stuck in between
This just isn't fair
It's scary how ya best friend can just disappear
Where did we go wrong
How did this get here
I keep making these songs
In hopes that it gets cleared
It's crazy how someone you love can be ya biggest fear
It's crazy how you made me smile
But now I sit and tear
I sit and think about the memories from different years
Birthday cakes
All of those birthday dates
Your smile
And all the ways you made my worse days great
The first kiss
The first date
I love you
You're mine
A trip back in time
Some of the words we say
Never forget none of ya scents
I close my my mind and rewind
And take a breath
And ease in
As I inhale the wine
11:11 make a wish
It's your favorite time
You wake up around 11
Done with work around 9
You come home
Climb on me
Order something to eat
We sit back and binge our favorite shows
Up in the sheets
I love you so much
This breakups
FUCKING with me
We never thought that it would get this deep
Take your time
Find yourself
Just as long as you come home back to me
I'll be counting down the days till I'm old
And you come home back to me
Take your time
Find yourself
Just as long as you come home back to me
I'll be counting down the days till I'm old
And you come home back to me
I bought you gifts that you couldn't accept
At the time I didn't understand
My heart was a wreck
I called my mom crying
Late at night
Sad and upset
I can't escape all the memories
It's hard to forget
Thought you forgave me
But the hate you harboured instead
I guess it was the long con
You were with me still
But your heart was long gone
Now I'm sitting here writing all these slow songs
Living in the past
While I'm struggling to hold on
Used to leave my ringer off
Now I leave my phone on
Just incase
One day
You decide to call on
I'll be there waiting
Until then here's a (Kiss)
Keep your soul strong
One day I'll be back for it
Look you in eye
Tell you that you mine
Never have to ask for it
I know that you stronger than me
Hard to let ya feelings known
I heard that you got married
Even tho I feel it's wrong
Wish you nothing but the best
Hope you hear it in this song
Me I'm just living life
Couple girls they came and gone
Keep it honest wit you girl
Got no plans of moving on
I be on my dog shit
How it keep me strong
Never would I imagine
That me and you be strangers
No more talking
No more magic
No more late night flicks and snacking
No more freestyle battle rapping
No more your side of the bed
Tell me how this even happened
Tell me how you even manage
Do I ever cross your mind
Brian McKnight on pianos
I don't wanna do this anymore
My heart is just too damaged
Bought some paint
Got a canvas
I just didn't have the talent
So for now you got these songs
I just hope you understand it
But you'll always have my heart
That's just the way that God planned it
They sayin scars heal
I just wasn't ready for this to be real