I desire to ascend in my own trend
Wanna leave the world bent
Like I'm being pushed but I won't break down easy
Your questions make me weezy
I'm forming like the ladder smoke coming from the incense just Breathe it
My formal look might not be too appealing
My image is nothing that's coming from Cosmo gimmicks
The realest, everybody wants that recognition
But nobody's really living to form such a high expectation
Reputation makes your visions
It's not about your preaches but the actions that you live with
So many people want to save just to say "I did this!"
Recording every good deed makes my mind go effin ballistic please listen
Cause this is my passion, the reason why I do it
But trust me I'm no different from the last duet that abused it
It's hard to keep it pushing
They liked you sober better but the social pressure be so amusing uh
This is all I know
It's not on me when insecurities be playing and they preying for your mental's low
And yes I am so sure
I made mistakes and if I hadn't I'll be stagnant with the rest of the world uh
This is all I know
It's not on me when insecurities be playing and they preying for your mental's low
And yes I am so sure
I made mistakes and if I hadn't I'll be stagnant with the rest of the world uh
You look at me and you don't know that I AM N M C
It's hard to speak when all I hear is the stupidity
About the future, about the present but your stuck in past
And when we have the conversation you're just steaming like the glass
So gentle I can break you
That's if I lost my value and my morals trapped in statue
I just like to read about physiology and all that's factual
That means I put my mental on a pedestal because I had to
Evaluate my weakness and let the righteous sink in
I've had so many talks with people that refuse to listen
And alls I really do is stand there like I was a witness
To your defensive mechanisms but in it I put myself in the same category
I'm sorry cause I'll become way too aggressive
In a sections when they're asking me these stupid questions I'll be wreck-less
Like "Why you never smile?"
And "Why you always frowning?"
"Why you so intense?"
"Why you always so intimidating?" UGH
This is all I know
It's not on me when insecurities be playing and they preying for your mental's low
And yes I am so sure
I made mistakes and if I hadn't I'll be stagnant with the rest of the world uh
This is all I know
It's not on me when insecurities be playing and they preying for your mental's low
And yes I am so sure
I made mistakes and if I hadn't I'll be stagnant with the rest of the world uh