Yeah I think I'm intoxicated
So I'm laying in my bed with these feelings in my head
Wondering how it got so complicated
Yeah im looking like a mess while we're playing a game of chess
Cant explain how i got so jaded
But i continue facing lies sending shivers down my spine
Yeah you know that I gotta make it
Yeah you know that I gotta make it
All these people do is waste time, while they make lines
Chasing all their egos with this fake shine
Thinking all this money will just make right
When they're throwing all theirs issues down a drain pipe
So i take right back for a minute
Answering all my questions, how'd i get in this position
Surrounded by sinners who couldn't give god a listen
Did I let this fame or all this clout bury ambition
Did I fall in love with the drugs and the women
Was it all my Past that gave me these cloudy visions
Feeling shame,Ive been twisted by the pain
Could be hunger or her name
Either way I can't explain how im livin
Thankful to the lord for the blessings I've given
Treat em like a lesson or else imma forget em
And fall into the cycle that I couldn't stop from winning
Yeah I think I'm intoxicated
So I'm laying in my bed with these feelings in my heads
Wondering how it got so complicated
Yeah im looking like a mess while we're playing a game of chess
Cant explain how i got so jaded
But i continue facing lies sending shivers down my spine
Yeah you know that I gotta make it
Yeah you know that I gotta make it
Brick by brick, stone by stone
Setting foundations to build up the goal
This is desire that's calling the phone
Better pick up or you better go home
Fighting for life that is destined for gold
None of you niggas can change up the road
This where we're different
I'm all no missin, this more than commitment
So f*ck all the bitchin, I do more than listen
Look at my work, It's all proof of the mission
Feeling the pain even through all the shine
This is my heart and my soul on the line
F*ck what their saying, I'm never betraying the niggas that stood by side
We gon' topple the mountains, there's nothing to stop us, you better just get with the times