Angvl - Moonlight Lyrics

I need some help, I need some weed
I'm just stuck with a killer disease
A failing routine is what keeps me asleep
So I just burn up in all of my dreams
Chasing my sins is what keeps me alone
There is a chill when I Sit on my throne
Is it the devil or is it my home?
Someone is calling I pick up the phone
It's my depression that's leaving a tone
Get up and Leave just to move right along
Add to the list of the things that go wrong
My life is a mess and there's nothing to prove
If only you knew the regrets and the truth
The horror that comes where you're fighting abuse
Death only comes when you hang from a noose
Just take it, can't break it, no matter the rules
It's just a cycle that's long over due
Time to pay debts since I can't even choose
Time for the reaper to come with some news
If I see god then I'll thank him for you
My scars won't just hide the pain
They're pretty pictures over dark days
Trying to hold everything that god made
Inside the human being that I became
When I see the light, will I come to fight
Or is there a reason to run and hide
Can't chase fear, only make deals
With the devil in my head who takes years
Of my memories and puts the drugs where they're meant to be
I got the recipe for the death of me so who knows when the rest will be
So when the clock strikes, It rewrites
Nightfalls and I'm in sight
Can't compare too that moonlight
This the one time I'll be right