AniJu - And at least Lyrics

And at least you could have saved me the shame
And at least you could have given me a name
Now you feel bad
You refused to take
The chance that you had
(Welcome to the show)
You gave me hope, said I was doing well
I can't believe I didn't see you put me through hell
And now nothing will be the same
Just the mention drives me insane
Where's the faith you had when things got tough?
(No second chances)
I thought I was hating too much
But no, I wasn't Moody enough.
(I read the part, I read her heart)
(Just one of the dancers)
And at least you could have saved me the shame
And at least you could have given me a name
Now you feel bad
You lost the chance you had
That's just so sad
(You confuse me, you could use me, just refuse me.)
And at least you could have tried to understand
I knew her like the back of my own hand
But if feelings are worthless
Why doesn't it hurt less?
Ohhh
(You confuse me, you refuse me, you could lose me.)
I kept it real
Was it too real?
Well obviously you think so cause
Your leading lady's
The fakest girl I know
So I missed a practice eh?
Well she skipped like every day.
She couldn't care less
(But suddenly she's the best.)
What good is core of tone
When affected singing's all you need to know?
(Yuh, yuh, yuh)
To get the part
(Yee)
And at least you could have saved me the shame
And at least you could have given me a name
Any name would have been fine
(But we both know she should be mine.)
You confuse me, you could use me
(Can't abuse me)
And at least you could have tried to understand
I knew her like the back of my own hand
But if feelings are worthless
Why doesn't it hurt less?
Ohhh
(You confuse me, you refuse me, you could lose me)
I won't come back no matter what you say
(I read the part, I read her heart)
I can read the lies written on your face
(I read the part, I read her heart)
I won't come back in a year or a day
(I read the part, I read her heart)
Cause how could I show my
Expressionless face?
(Read her heart)
Actors lie for a living
Just so you know
While you're singing and dancing
I'm crying at home
But I seem fine
That's why you don't see
That nobody's better at
Acting than me.
And at least you could have saved me the shame
And at least you could have given me a name
Now you feel bad
You refused to take the chance you had
We're not in California anymore
And at least you could have tried to understand
I knew her like the back of my own hand
But if feelings are worthless
Why doesn't it hurt less?
Ohhh
You confuse me, you refuse me, you could lose me
(You should never hear my voice again)
And I'll fight and I'll fight
And I'll find my way
(Saved me the shame)
And I'll break all the records
You couldn't break
(Given me a name)
One day I'll be a memory of a
Chance that you refused to take.
(Never hear my voice again)
And I'll fight and I'll fight
And I'll find my way
(Tried to understand)
And I'll break all the records
You couldn't break
(Back of my own hand)
Now you feel bad
You lost the chance you had
That's so sad.
(You confuse me, you could use me)
Break a leg y'all.