I've been cursed with the frailest bones under the f*cking sun
All it takes is one misstep, it all comes undone
What I know is all I have
Nothing you say could take it back
What you are is all I feel
But guilt keeps me drawing near
I've learned to cope with the lies
I've been fed since adolescence
You promised to take me to paradise
Now we spend forever in hell instead
Your hands that restricted my breathing
Were far warmer than the rope I have now"