Anna Hamilton - cigarettes & us Lyrics

I had my first at 17
I didn't know what I was doing
And let it get the best of me
I didn't know it'd be this ruthless, No
I keep sending my body
Into shock with all of these
Intrusive thoughts of needing something to fill the space
I breathe it in it's like carbon emission
Can't seem to kick it all out of my system
I always knew that this shit was addictive
I keep on trying but can't seem to quit it
One kiss and suddenly I get dependent
I stopped for a couple months
But I ended up back where I started
When I wish I didn't
Cigarettes and Us
What's the difference
Can't Tell
Which one is worse and which is better
Cause they both f*ck my mental health
And I'm not getting any better, no
Getting Cold
I keep shaking and sweating
Don't Know
Why I keep going down the same road
It's a dead end
And I'll just regret it again
I breathe it in it's like carbon emission
Can't seem to kick it all out of my system
I always knew that this shit was addictive
I keep on trying but can't seem to quit it
One kiss and suddenly I get dependent
I stopped for a couple months
But I ended up back where I started
When I wish I didn't
Cigarettes and Us
What's the difference
Cigarettes and Us
Cigarettes and Us
Cigarettes and Us
Cigarettes and Us
They both f*ck me up
They both f*ck me up
Cigarettes and Us
Cigarettes and Us
I breathe it in it's like carbon emission
Can't seem to kick it all out of my system
I always knew that this shit was addictive
I keep on trying but can't seem to quit it
One kiss and suddenly I get dependent
I stopped for a couple months
But I ended up back where I started
When I wish I didn't
Cigarettes and Us
What's the difference