my old self Video (MV)

Never say "hi" to you
Obsessed with my fantasies
Fingers pointing at myself or the mirror
I can't really tell anymore
Trying to socialize, but I can barely romanticize
My stomach's all in knots
Cardiac arrest or blood loss
I'm who I used to be just like two more inches taller
Trying to be like everybody, just a little bit older or younger
Kind and shy and innocent and smart or
Fake and selfish and obsessed and pathetically far from
The reality, my happy, my annoying, my old old old old self
When the used guitar from Guitar Center becomes your therapist
Broken, the internet, I kiss the picture of you on my phone
Don't call 1111, it's too stupid, psycho
And he thinks I'm useless
Just a waste of time, oh
Frozen my whole life wondering if you want me
Or if you love me just to hate me
I'm who I used to be just like two more inches taller
Trying to be like everybody, just a little bit older or younger
Kind and shy and innocent and smart or
Fake and selfish and obsessed and pathetically far from
The reality, my happy, my annoying, my old old old old self
Kind and shy and innocent and smart or
Fake and selfish and obsessed and pathetically far from
The reality, my happy, my annoying, my old old old old self