I've seen you dreaming
Yeah, I've been dreaming, too
You make your future
And I don't know what to do
It's not like I know
How to make myself
But maybe you know
You're on a trophy shelf
If I could take you
If I could taste you
Recreate you
Or emulate you
I'm on my phone again
To parasocial ends
Commodified and nude
Simulated you
He's on my makeup
Their name on my lips
I know I'm shaking
I feel my bucking hips
Do what she wishes
Anything they say
Please give permission
On edge, I cannot stay
If you could make me
Then you could break me
Don't make me wait, please
I wanna taste, please
I'm in my head again
I dream of you, my friends
Satisfied and nude
Simulated you
Swimming, soaked in blood, I long to taste the earth
I wake up wet, I dream of choking down dirt
Cowardly, I choose to bite my eager tongue
I lick my teeth, I taste aluminum
Sickly sweet and sharp, let me be consumed
A garden packed too tight will never bloom
Blissful rainy days, a romance caked in mud
Maybe I'll always be in love
I've been begging
I've been begging you
I've been taking
Let me be taken, too
I've got the pieces
They're made to fit for you
I've done this puzzle
I'll make it fit for you
I'll clean myself out
I'll work myself up
For your comfort
I'll keep it so short
And while my skin is drying
You get points for trying
Giving up, you're free
From stimulating me
Swimming, soaked in blood, I long to taste the earth
I wake up wet, I dream of choking down dirt
Cowardly, I choose to bite my eager tongue
I lick my teeth, I taste aluminum
Sickly sweet and sharp, let me be consumed
A garden packed too tight will never bloom
Blissful rainy days, a romance caked in mud
Maybe I'll always be in love
Maybe I'll always be in love