Annie Koziel - too much Lyrics

We're walking home through the city
Under the el train when it rushes by
That's when you grab my hand and kiss me
Sweet like honey, still a little bit high
And in that moment I could see it all before me
You make me want a picket fence, and forget that it would bore me
So why do I still lie awake?
Why do I still feel like I could break at any second?
Why's this so much harder than expected?
You look so peaceful lying here
Why am I still scared you'll disappear?
I fear I ruin things I touch
I think it all might be too much
So I start overanalyzing
Your smile, your texts, the food, the lightning
I can't quite look you in the eye
'Cause if I do I think I'll cry
It isn't anything you've done
I self-sabotage with everyone
I wish it didn't end this way but what else can I say?
So why do I still lie awake?
Why do I still feel like I could break at any second?
Why's this so much harder than expected?
You look so peaceful lying here
Why am I still scared you'll disappear?
I fear I ruin things I touch
I think it all might be too much
So why do I still lie awake?
Why do I still feel like I could break at any second?
Why's this so much harder than expected?
You look so peaceful lying here
Why am I still scared you'll disappear?
I fear I ruin things I touch
I think it all might be too much