Didn't know what you'd want
Or if it was harmless
Couldn't tell if it hurt
Or can't breathe without it
There were lies on your lips
But I barely noticed
You left scars on my hips
What's your diagnosis?
I was scared, I was lost,
I was feeling haunted
Overfought, overbought
What I thought I wanted
Begged for death, but instead
I was forced to stop it
Now I'm stuck with your blood on my hands
I can't replace all the
Things that you break
Anymore
'Cause I'm not yours
It comes in waves how I
Make you afraid, but I
Won't be your place
Anymore
Your hand's on my hip forever, but
I know that you were tryna be mine
Forever 'til the end of all time
But I won't let me be on your mind
'Cause life is easy when you're not crying
I know that you were tryna be mine
Forever 'til the end of all time
I said you could, but it was all lies
Now I'll be happy
While you're barely fine
It was dark, I was blind
It was oversighted
In my heart I had died
But I had to hide it
I was scared of everything even
Kinda in my sight, in my life
In your eyes, in disguise, yeah
I refused to ignore
All the final signs and
I was used for my love
When I tried to find it
I make use of my time
And I don't rewind it
Easy to end a war
When you're done with fighting
I can't replace all the
Things that you break
Anymore
'Cause I'm not yours
It comes in waves how I
Make you afraid, but I
Won't be your place
Anymore
Your hand's on my hip forever, but
I know that you were tryna be mine
Forever 'til the end of all time
But I won't let me be on your mind
'Cause life is easy when you're not crying
I know that you were tryna be mine
Forever 'til the end of all time
I said you could, but it was all lies
Now I'll be happy
While you're barely fine