Anointe - Blinded Lyrics

Yeah
Anointe
I really wanna know a reason I keep writing these songs
I thought it was just 'permanent pain, just a single song
But the family is getting bigger
But it's okay
Feels like I'm tryna go far with my life when my eyes closed
I don't have to blame anyone, they all found me broke
And they left me cold on cold season, that's why I'm froze
I know that there are people break apart because of me
I know that there are people feeling weak because of me
I know that there are people dead inside because of me
I know that there are people getting tired because of me
I know that there are people telling lies to their friends because of me
I know I'm the reason that you don't wanna speak
You're scared I'll gossip to my friends, and laugh 'bout how you feel
But I wish you can feel the way I feel
Because I really feel the same way that you feel
But I guess you never know, lost some of my friends
Went to find peace, forever gone, tryna live their lives without me
But I can never get them back, I can never get them back
I guess I gotta leave 'em
Behind my dirty past
In a chapter of missing, but I know I gotta grow
Because none of the things I'm missing now is coming back
They know me for my permanent pain
But I regret, I regret the whole song
I should never wrote that song
My mom been not okay, ever since she heard that song
And now I'm crying on my own, playing that song
My life been a mess, covered by that song
I wanna know the reason, I keep writing these songs
Because they never heal, the pain that grew along
Even though it feels wrong, but I guess I'm doing right
Because if I can die, without these songs
Why was I born?
I know there are people getting tired because of me
I know there are people feeling weak because of me
I know that I'm the reason that you don't wanna speak
You're scared I'll gossip to my friends, and laugh bout' how you feel
But I wish you can feel the way I feel
Because I really feel the same way that you feel
But I guess you never know
Give my love away,but none is coming back for me
Give my love away,but none is coming back for me