Anointe - I Don't Wanna Go Out Tonight/IDWGOT Lyrics

Yeah
'nointe
Yo, Yo

I left the page, unfinished, gotta write more
It's darker in my room, even when the lights on
It's trap on my mind, just imagine my song
I'm only staying, when I'm valued, I don't hang that long
You tryna fix me, but you're also broken

It's me and my songs
I'm my own twin
I laugh at the same joke that I've spoken
Imagine this hard life is no joking (huh huh)
No joking
I hate people who hate their own purpose
I hate to remind you to always focus
And I hate to see you when you saw me
Everybody still confused, they don't know when I'm dropping

I just really need time, live my life, know my purpose
Wanna figure out how to handle all these voices
No cutting ties, scared they might hurt me
I'm doing what I love, I don't care what they think
Man, I love music just don't wanna be seen
Everybody mock you when you start going big

They say that they love you, but we know it's not real
If you're going tonight, don't invite me
Today I'm not going, I don't wanna be in streets
It's better being home than being around the streets
It's cold on the streets, I don't belong in no streets!

Got my plans for the night, they don't have to be known
Lot of thoughts in my head, I started writing songs (mhm)
Great decisions make life maybe last that long
Flip another page when I write my ninth poem (mhh)

(Yeah)
I can't go out tonight, I just need to rest out tonight (yeah)
I'm not going out tonight, I just need to rest out tonight

Never take me for granted if I hang out with you
I know you a lame, you pretend to be cool
Your homie is snitching, you snitching em' too
It's no trust, it's no love, you don't get what you lose
I only don't know when I don't have the clue

Sometimes I don't know, it's not like I'm dumb
My life's so fast, can't catch the time
I believe in my beauty, my mama call me sun
Staring at the mirror and I love to see sun
I sense their energy and see their signs
They don't want the same things I want
They just want to tear down my trust
But I'm on my safe mode, can't trust, can't love
I can't trust, can't love
I'm on my safe mode, can't trust, can't love
I can't love, no

Think of changing my direction, going through a slower pace
Time is so much complex but direction is more safe
Sometimes I understand what they don't understand
It's because I give advice, I'm needing myself
You won't make em' understand that they need it to themselves

Gotta focus on myself, give it all to myself
I'm only one person that can shape my life
Make change and discover my path

Mom found out I sing, sounds great
But there's still something missing
A lot I still need, need her to believe me
Had to prove myself first, make it my addiction
Stick with the love for it, give me a reason
It's unlike people that come for a season
Calling out names, snitching
Sorry I'm not going out tonight
I'm never gonna be a street kid, nah

I can't go out tonight
I just need to rest out tonight (yeah)
I'm not going out tonight
I just need to rest out tonight

Ohhhhhhhh yeaah
I'm not going outside tonight
I'm not going outside tonight
I'm not going outside tonight

Ohhhhhh ohhhhh ohhhh ohhhhh oh yeah
I'm not going outside tonight
I'm not going outside tonight
I'm not going outside tonight

I can't go out tonight