Anomie Autonomie - Keli Lyrics

Miss congeniality
Remember me
Reality
The past you keep inside
Your abled mind
The name you don't speak
Not in the way it hurts deep
Let me out sometimes
Jealousy
Vanity
Bitterness
Humanity
You look for help in all the wrong places
You don't wanna love
And are fakely complacent
You know that you're sick
Going down
I'm here at your back
Turn around

Well it's been too long
Since you've seen the sky
There's nowhere to run
So you better hide

Oh I remember you
Apex body
Chaos days
Your relationships were only with
Who could put up with your shit
You gave your heart and your college room
To a straight A
Adderall supplier
And he cheated on you
Yeah, you cheated on him too
With the same girl
But you never told him that
And you acted all crazy
When he admitted it
You put your boot through the windshield of a car
Not his
But yours
So you could feel like you paid for it after all

Well it's been too long
Since you've seen the sky
There's nowhere to run
So you better hide
Well it's been too long
Since you've seen the sky
There's nowhere to run
So you better hide

I've got emotional intelligence
And self control

That's not self control
That's a broken spine

Bitch
I could break a lot of shit
But I ain't gonna try

Give up
F*ck you
You say I'm dead
I love you
We ain't in this together
Your strings on my sweater

Well it's been too long
Since you've seen the sky
There's nowhere to run
So you better hide
Well it's been too long
Since you've seen the sky
There's nowhere to run
So you better hide

I wanna break doors
I wanna climb walls

You never knew what you wanted
I wanted it all

You couldn't handle it
You couldn't handle yourself
You'd cry at a B on a test

You would too
If you could even go back to school
You're just as competitive
But don't play the game
Because you know that you'll lose
Become so low and lame

I do so much more than you can understand
I survive
I withstand
With a power you never knew
I am the force that belongs in this body
Cause I grew stronger

You got defiled
I learned limits

You learned denial
Can you just let me die with my dignity

Can you just let me live with mine for awhile

Well it's been too long
Since you've seen the sky
There's nowhere to run
So you better hide
Well it's been too long
Since you've seen the sky
There's nowhere to run
So you better hide