Anson Reede - Barricade Lyrics

I thought my time was not to waste
Crying up summer nights
And watching myself decay
But I'm not quick to misbehave
So I sit here in my room and accept the truth
That I'm not going out today
It's not that fun to play
With people you don't even know by name
My words are tossed away
Then I'm the one to build my barricade
I thought the world won't be so tough
Puffing on cigarettes to feel
Oh, isn't it curious?
I sleep the day away
To maybe be okay
Isolation heals this agitation feel
It's not that fun to play
With people you don't even know by name
My words are tossed away
Then I'm the one to build my barricade
Oh, but nobody can see the crumbling part of me
I want to hide away here
And no I never wanna leave
I'm falling fast in the anxiety, don't wanna leave
They're calling
They're calling me
It's not that fun to play
With people you don't even know by name
My words are tossed away
Then I'm the one to build my barricade