Complacency Video (MV)

Doing ninety on the freeway
I'll be coming back someday
Just needed a break from this shitty weather
And all you do to me that keeps me pressured
Another place, another story
It never matters what I say, please just ignore me
Please just ignore me
The back of my mind, your place to reside
In my dreams it's always my first place to hide
I need this burden to subside
Cuz as of yet I'm in this place I never thought I'd be
This old mindset takes its toll and leaves me on my knees
And here I am seeing you in all the corners of my head
Again
Doing ninety on the freeway
I'll be coming back someday
Just needed a break from this shitty weather
And all you do to me that keeps me pressured
I'll do my best to stay in line
As I ponder what did undermine
What I had and what I was
Stability sailed off to sea
And worst of all it forgot me
This complacency will be the death of me
With my motivations fading
And there's so much more that I have to see
But these years are flowing through me
Blasted radios, I'm trading blows
With these faded memories in my head
Another reminder of these things I regret
Cuz as of yet I haven't slept in weeks or so it seems
This is old mindset makes me wish that I could finally breathe
And here I am saying everything that's already been said
Again
So after all I've come to terms
With all the twists and all the turns
The life I had is dead and gone
It's seen the light, it's seen the dawn
I'm learning more and more each day
That what I need's so far away
I've come to find it won't be easy
But all these thoughts will drive me crazy
I had to do it wrong before I could do it right
Another year
Comes and goes
Anxiety's ebbs and flows
I'll have my lows
But I'll have my highs
I'll have my highs