Mad Video (MV)

There is something between my two ears
That stops me from achieving happiness
It turns all my other thoughts to dust
There is something in my brain
That makes me feel like I am not far from insane
All I want is for it to stop, but it won't

Oh oh oh I feel like I'm going mad
Oh oh oh all my plans have been unplanned

And I'm shaking and I'm waking whilst trying to smile
Though my heart is breaking I could run a mile
And I'm scared and I'm numb, but I wish I was sad
Coz then I'd have some feeling, not just going mad

There are thoughts inside of my head
That, trust me, could not be said
Scary and dark. Step away
I am made to feel so alone
I just want somebody to throw me a bone
Or something to hold onto for dear life

Oh oh oh I feel like I'm going mad
Oh oh oh all my plans have been unplanned

And I'm shaking and I'm waking whilst trying to smile
Though my heart is breaking I could run a mile
And I'm scared and I'm numb, but I wish I was sad
Coz then I'd have some feeling, not just going mad

There is just one escape
I'll keep using for as long as it takes
If that's okay with you, my dear
Can I have another hug to calm my fear?

And I'm shaking and I'm waking whilst trying to smile
Though my heart is breaking I could run a mile
And I'm scared and I'm numb, but I wish I was sad
Coz then I'd have some feeling, not just going mad