AM Monster Video (MV)

I am a monster
It's all coming back to me
Hearing what i wanna hear
Your words are so ever clear
It's almost as if you never left me all alone here
Kind of like I still have control before you felt like you had a reason to fear me
Kind of like the end of a fairytale
Ripped apart and burnt from the edges (Only to remind me that)
There's no love left in me anymore
Just a knee jerk reaction to distract me from the fact that
We didn't want it to end this way
But I can't help think about the thoughts of me i thought you had
This morbid shell's all that's left of me
And though I deserve everything that's been happening to me
It still feels as if I was betrayed
But you'll always be the victim and always tell yourself you think
I am a monster
It's all right in front of me
Seeing what I wanna see
You're standing in front of me
It's almost as if I never lost all of your love here
Kind of like you're still in my arms before they finally had a reason to hate me
Kind of like a piece of the puzzle that
Never fit with you to begin with (Only to remind me that)
There's no good left in me anymore
Just a knee jerk reaction to distract me from the fact that
We didn't want it to be this way
But can't help think about the thoughts of me i know you had
This morbid shell's all that's left of me
And though I deserve everything that's been happening to me
It still feels as if I was betrayed
But you'll always be the victim and they will always think
I am a monster
You'll always be the victim and always tell yourself that
I am a monster