You aren't that smart or even that pretty
The thing you worry about are all just petty
You don't stand because you're always backing
But I know just what your lacking
Every day I see the eyes that cannot stand this face
And every day in this mirror I start to depreciate
The reflection of the man I am is not what I want to be
I grow so weary so damn tired of the face that is me
Mental words tear me down and drop me to the abyss
I sit and self depreciate as the razor kissed my wrist
I remember a day when all I had was a smile
And I can't really find what made all that worthwhile
Never have I found some magic little pill
That took away all this hate that feels a little to real
Anger sweeps within me like a dark demon dog
Rolling back the soil to hiding my body under this log
All of the positive that I have heard is vullshit and lies
Just understand as I fall asleep I mother f*cking tried
The reflection of the man I am is not what I want to be
I grow so weary so damn tired of the face that is me
Mental words tear me down and drop me to the abyss
I sit and self depreciate as the razor kissed my
The reflection of the man I am is not what I want to be
I grow so weary so damn tired of the face that is me
Mental words tear me down and drop me to the abyss
I sit and self depreciate as the razor kissed my wrist