Anti-Sleezy - I Can't Save Myself Anymore Lyrics

Working with devils
My life has been settled
In 2010 I was broken like metal
I could feel it consume me
The hate just ran through me
My life was a movie
And now I see through it
I'm sick of the sick the blame
Now I have people who yell out my name
Now I see clearly I'm meant to bring pain
Now I succeed in the life that I made
Running through the mf 6
Oh shit
It's a bit
Till I get another f*cking script
Tryna take everything that I got in sight
A battle with depression is the same as a fight
Tryna figure out if you will ever see the light
People keep calling asking if I'm alright
I moved cross the country now I'm out of sight
I never cope clean giving all my family fright
But that's life
Working through the nights
I steady think of suicide
But I just don't think I could die
Need to isolate my mind
The role is wrapped around so tight
Face turned blue I see the light
This how feels to lose a life
Never thought it would end so bright
I'm sick of this planet
So sick of the damage
That I bring myself
Just another bad habbit
That I have control of
But I just keep slamming
These bottles are empty
My soul is as well
Fighting for time is like going through hell
Will I wake up man this life's like a spell
Turn a new page then I burned it oh well
I see that yall love me but I cannot tell
Who cares