Anti-Sleezy - Letting Go of the Past Lyrics

Staring at the mf wall
While my demons learn to talk
Anti coming out his pit and he is learning how to crawl
Holding stead never fall
While yall look at me in awe
Wonder how im even standing after taking all the bullets
Pulling up and start to lose it
Fell my soul is coming lose and
It was tying up a noose and
Now my soul is split in two and
I can blame the things you did on me
This life was meant to be so free
But you started the tragedy
That soon will be the death of me
I worshiped you now let me be
You trapped my soul in the heart of thieves
It was all I had and you took it please
Just say you did it and set me free
Please just set me free
How would you feel if I took you away
Never letting you sleep never letting you pray
On the people you love or the one that will stay
Even when you stab their backs and they love you the same
It's this thing that I feel I'm engulfed in the rage
That you lot in me as a small little fame
You say that you loved me but then ran away
How could I comprehend when you left in a day
I was lonely with sorrow
The tears for tomorrow
That I kept inside
It's a hard pill to swallow
When you give it your all
And your left with a Heart
That can't beat cause it is hallow
I'm tired of trying cause I never win
This time I give up you have beat me again
I can't take this pain so I'll soon meet my end
This is my last try will this hell ever end