There is no meaning
I'm pushing myself to find
I'm pushing myself to find
I have directed myself into a dead end
I might be dreaming
I might be straight up blind
Had it up to here
But broken bones
Never carry me
To find a way back home
Wanna drown myself
At least a part of me
Will it drag me down
Or will it set me free
I'm a nobody
Whatever I believe
All my hopes and dreams
Are turned into debris
Feels like a shot to my head
Sometimes I might forget
That I'm my only friend
Would trade my life instead
But I am my only threat
Pushing myself into a dead end
Feels like a way out
But I just pretend that I
Can turn this debris into my hopes and dreams
But whatever I believe
Pushing myself into a dead end
Feels like a way out
But I just pretend that I
Can turn this debris into my hopes and dreams
But whatever I believe
Feels like a shot to my head
Sometimes I might forget
That I'm my only friend
Would trade my life instead
But I am my only threat
I'm a nobody
F*ck
I'm a nobody
The sickness inside is slowly changing me
Sickness inside is slowly changing me
Not ready to die but stuck indefinitely
Feels like a shot to my head
Sometimes I might forget
That I'm my only friend
Would trade my life instead
But I am my only threat