Antūmbra - Irrelevant Lyrics

Hello and welcome to the inside of my mind
To all the things that matter, to everything I left behind
Don't mind the mess please, I was just planning to clean up
The dirt gathered as the years go by, I just wish I knew how

Broken to pieces
Crushed under the pressure of people's expectations
Of what I used to be

So what's become of me?
Are they all pointing fingers? Are they laughing behind my back?
Or is it just me?

My own reflection
Seems to be mocking me with disappointed disapproval
I feel towards myself

Still trying to stand up
Using you as my crutches, slowly shuffling forward
Held back by regret

All this madness here
I do it for you
I do it for you
All the pain and fear
I do it for you
I do it for you

"Not so impressive now"
And least that's what they tell me
"Seemingly co-dependent"
It's all irrelevant

And the decisions I've made
There's no turning time back to all the things I've done wrong
It's all irrelevant

And the depression
I got from my mother as a family heirloom
It's all irrelevant

And all the noises
From under the water
From over the yonder
Calling to join them

All this madness here
I do it for you
I do it for you
All the pain and fear
I do it for you
I do it for you