Antonia Estelle - Poser Lyrics

I had a dream that bears had butterfly wings
It's a picture I can't paint, a feeling that stays inside
I don't know why I even try to explain
Things that I know you won't understand

I had a hard time letting you touch my body
You had a problem with speaking before you think
Holding space feels different now
So many ways that words can come out of your mouth

But oh my god
You are such a poser
Hiding things
Just to keep me closer
And oh my god
I am such a liar
Saying I Love You
Like it's a pacifier

And Edward says there is fear and there is love
And everything you do is out of one of the above
I think he paints pain
In too good of a light
But if compassion were my weapon no one would win this fight

But oh my god
You are such a poser
Hiding things
Just to keep me closer
And oh my god
I am such a liar
Saying I Love You
Like it's a pacifier