Needs to be raining for me to fall asleep cuz Anxious living life is it that deep does
Anyone ever honestly even feel loved Do I end it here, I really wanna
They say trust the process, no time to weep They made the sheep call everyone sheep
I know you but would I call you a friend of me? I always end up being right, I know you envy me
Let me be honest, sometimes I do too Sometimes I wish I had a few loose screws like you do
I know y'all aren't some clueless dudes I know you know better
But your ego's too big, can't have no growth era
This crowd is isolating, I don't wanna be here See the likes feel like a taunt
When the real want is for you to hear Years pass by, my days passed too
Demons said hi, but my fear's gone woo Most things don't change, they just get a new shade of blue
Tea at the blue sea, you in the crew See if you get the reference, uh
Now some bitch boy made a reel about my old spot Now shit's crowded
If I find him on the streets, I'll leave that boy frowning
Gate keep a few views, most of them drowning What's the world come to, really left us counting
Pretty horrendous surroundings
Avec tous in mind, an ending would be well-timed
Needs to be raining for me to fall asleep cause Anxious living life, is it that deep
Does anyone ever honestly even feel loved? Do I end it here
I really wanna be some positive But this existential dread won't let me
Talk about inconsequential shit Every conversation needs to be influential
Things I hear, they stay confidential Potentially spread misinformation
When I talk to people I don't wanna talk to Even when I do, my lies are thought through
Got out of bed, my thoughts I fought through
Bills, assignments, life got dues
Wish I didn't give a f*ck, like God do
Winter morning runs, now the grass got dew
Walking in the rain videos put me to sleep But sometimes I wanna catch a flu
Sometimes I wanna catch a flu, yeah
Needs to be raining for me to fall asleep cuz Anxious living life, is it that deep
Does anyone ever honestly even feel loved? Do I end it here
I really wanna