Anxious - Let Me Lyrics

Don't cry, I'm here now
I want to help, just say how
Long until I can finally breathe
A breath of fresh air
That's free of fear, that's free of care
And of the pain that this home brings

And I'll break at the words you scream
Helping you kills a piece of me
It's too hard to watch this fall, all so clearly
So you won't say a word
Suffering only overheard

Grasping at memories
To try and hold to see it
Exactly where everything went wrong
But time fades these things
You and him both see it so differently
It's hard to say where you both belong

And I'll break at the words you scream
Helping you kills a piece of me
It's too hard to watch this fall all so clearly
So you won't say a word
Suffering only overheard
Through stories told behind walls

I could never show how I fall
You won't even see it all
I could never show how I fall

(I could never show how I fall)
Don't blame yourself or him for this (you won't even see it all)
I wish I had what it took to be the son (I could never show how I fall)
(I could never show how I fall)
It's just too much stress (you won't even see it all)
It's easier to separate (I could never show how I fall)
Disengage and split myself from everyone

How long until you let me?
How long until you let me?
How long until you let me be free?