You have a hold on my mind
Been thinking bout you all the time
A bit scared where to draw the line
Wanna run full speed
I see the finish line
Let your feelings run wild
Gotta keep you by my side
You're a drug
I'm addicted to the times
Can't get
Can't get you off my mind
Let me in
Let my, let my love in
Let me in
Let me in
Let the love in
I told myself I ain't going back, but then I fall back in love with you
Told myself I ain't involving that, but later tonight l'll be wanting you
You're like a drug getting me so numb, I don't know where I'ma be next
Cause everything that I have become, it's all because of you
I can see the tears inside your eyes
I wish that they were lies
I wake up in the night
And I can hear your cries
I wish that wasn't cause of me but it's because of me
Put the blame on me and we can see what we will always be
Forever I'm better whenever I am next to you
I wanna give you my best, otherwise I know we're through
And you can place the blame
But this is such a game
This is love and it is pain I wish I could say that I'll change
I really went from this girl don't like me
To holy shit, she 'bout to be my wifey
I really went from missing the scene
To turning this girl into my queen
But now she's nothing but just a dream
Everything I hold in my heart
Everything that I threw away, can't believe I had it from the start
But now I tell her that I love her she don't ever worry
Because I'm looking inside of her all I feel is hurt
Because I know that it's all of my fault and nothing's changed
And look at everything I wish we could sit and explain
Inside of my brain and my veins
And I know that I'm talking about all the pain
And I wanna come tell her how much I really love her but everyone know that it will never change
And I know, and I know, l'll never find another
And I know, and I know, that she's my only lover
Yeah, AP Christian