Tunnel Vision Video (MV)

What do I mean to u
What do I mean to me all I know I'm the best to do it
I'm still here paid all my restitution
Sittin in a vestibule smoking on vegetables
I've come to point where I am over everything
Money over everything
And that's under my daughter
I was forced out of my wedding ring because I got caught up
All the confrontation near me is clouding my aura
I just need a minute to take it all in
Had a brick tied to my 7s but I still learned how to swim
Now i'm backstroke on these wac folks, crack jokes
But I'm that grown, that I'm past gone, black folks
Tried to hold me back, got my mind blown
Yall my people we supposed to come together and be strong but we missed it
Tunnel vision
Need more than a prescription to fix this sickness
And rehab to stop all the killing from all that's wicked but

We missed it
We were seeing everything tunnel vision
I was part of the problem and I was running with it
I was part of the problem and I was runnin wit it
I said
We missed it
We were seeing everything tunnel vision
I was part of the problem and I was running with it
I was part of the problem and I was runnin wit it... damn

You don't Have to listen but I have content to provide
I was so distracted had a lot on my mind
Figured that I would pen it down, get these thoughts off my mind
I was born on the grind and don't Want that for my kid
So I'm sorry young gangsta, I've got to stay and live
I don't Want no problems, Yeah I used to feel
The same way that you do
5 years ago I probably kill you and then swoop through
Rims on a new coupe from the spoils of war
But shit I want more, no more looking over my back
I want more, no more being under attack
I want more
Sounds like I want less I know that's for sure but just kick it
I'm talking more wealth more health
More doin for others instead of only myself
And I got a mouth to feed I just want food on our shelves
I could be a single father and u still couldn't help cause you missed it

We were seeing everything tunnel vision
I was part of the problem and I was running with it
I was part of the problem and I was runnin wit it, I was running wit it
And it's like if I had foresight maybe I wouldna did it
I would go back to the 90s and change all my decisions
I would go back to the 90s and change all my decisions
Change all my decisions... damn

I was given a choice to stay in the suburbs at a young age
But instead chose my mom cause shes my mom but the funny
Thing about is at the time I didnt realize that I loved her more than she loved me
My grandma she wanted the best for me
But I disappointed her disappointed me when I picked to leave
Bet I let my brother down too cause we would be different people had we never chose you
Think about it
Make me wanna kill myself I even dream about it
I csnt even sleep at night or even be around it
So I'm part of the problem when I put the finger on it
Product of my environment cause I'm toxic what she told me
And that hurt me
Damn I must be toxic cause I burned me but I'm learning
Adapting to everything that concerns me so I'm earning.
Potential to flourish is what I'm earning so curve me
Cause you're just too busy to be concerning so u missed it

We were seeing everything tunnel vision
I was part of the problem and I was running with it
I was part of the problem and I was runnin wit it, I was running wit it damn