Apaul Oh - Dark Thoughts Lyrics

I need to work on my brain
I think I'm goin insane
I put on a mask like my name is Bain
Pop a blood vain
I wanna jump in front of a train
Sit out in the rain
I don't wanna live anymore
I'm crying on the kitchen floor
Just smash my head up against the door
My heart is so soar
I don't remember how I was before
Or when I was younger then 4
All I know is that I am just a whore
It hurts me to my core
When no one is there to call for
I feel like I have a great war
In my head
I just lay in bed
And wish I was dead
And the tears I shed
Start to make my eyes red
And the blood that bled
Makes me wonder was it all in vain
Cause I know my pain
Won't be as far as Spain
Sometime I feel like Bruce Wayne
I live in fear
Cause it's better then downing beer
Let me get on thing clear
I love you my dear
But my heart is Impaled by a spear
If this how it is every year
Then what's the point in being here?
I feel as if death is coming near
Time to enter war without any gear

These are my dark thoughts
Stuff that puts knots
Makes me think of my spots
And that I took shots