Apeman - HELPUSTHANKYOU//null* Lyrics

Look
I got
I got bad balance
I can't get a check without me thinking bout some bad habits
She like fast challengers
Black hat magic I'mma f*ck her as a passenger
My palace piles of plastic it'll fascinate a magister
What you really adding to it? Is it passion or pageants?
My character compassionate
I don't f*ck with this rap shit
Industry I'mma pass on it
I don't like how shits gassed nowadays
Everybody wanna say they ain't a rap artist
That genre is your flagship when you last to it ain't your last party
F*ck boy my bags heavy on wax
Can't back peddle
Can't rap with me
I done dropped fifty on the last pack
Big mop buckets
Don't talk to me, you'll talk to em, they all rats
She liked the last shit I did, moved to the next only made hits
It was a classic again, she ain't press next, she ain't hit skip
I see my past life through a lens why I made rosetintedvision
Why do I rap life, what I live? I don't make fiction or pretend
She like a track bike or a Benz she don't burn rubber she just spin

I can't balance hell
Get used to rambling bout pushing daffodils, stacking pills
If only I managed my talent half as well
I'd be in a mansion
Wine bottles and dancers
The time tell on the rollie relying on diamond hands
I overdose on the mattress
Glad that I ain't touch fame yet
Thought I was depraved, that's depraving
Locked that hatred in that basement
I was slaving away overtime to Satan
(Yeah, I think that's the one)
What you want huh?
Me spazzing off Bacardi and some blunts going dumb huh?
Spin back on the party just to stunt I ain't done huh
Liquor in my blood
Cut it up just to see red
She don't want details she wan' see hell
Ring bells for me wish him well fore I go there
All that hold hand talk make a grown man turn pale
Way I see it when you touch the veil than the throne lost
So I see through braille till that stone tossed
No more pill popping
Ain't no spill problems
I hate real mollies
I'm just being honest
I ain't meal watching
I got thrill hobbies
Bought the whip and only took the wheels off it
How them hits look when you f*cking feel foggy?
I can't breathe ho
What I need a thousand lives to try and drown my ego?
I'm taking smiles, need a thousand pipes to feed my leisure
I like them wild, I don't like that polite shit when they speaking
What you heard about him?
Bet you wont say nothing and believe it
I done heard about him, stone walls with hoes that I'm gon speak with
"It's Munchausen" what you hear from those who only seek it
I don't want power had enough of that between them lesions
I'm a rottweiler, bloody up the water fore I drink it
She crazy plus she hate me, Jada Pinkett
I ain't lazy I'm elated I can't say what I be thinking
See my stasis metamorphosis
No longer on the brink between being anxious and endorphins all that boredom made em link
See I ain't face hugging
I got case numbers
Take the bank from him
My case manager got paystubs and I won't pay nothing
It's a great summer if I'm fade hunting
I don't wave money I parade run it
She like baserunners stay away from her
See these flames on me I'm the grave maker
I got hate on me and some chain breakers
I got great hobbies but they face changing
I got fake patience when it's snakes waiting
I hate chain swanging she like face painting
On the verge of a cell daily
My cell crazy, unknown numbers looking for payment
I could scream for help but nobody coming to save him
I just say it quietly
Help us thank you

Liquor in my bloodstream
Bitches in my inbox but I duck em for these drugs
I could really give a f*ck please
Back up when I'm rapping or get punched
I might wake up in a cell wit f*cking blood up in my lungs
I put rum up in my cup
I put guts up in my blunt
It's disfunction in my synapses I'm falling out of touch
Think my visions f*cked
Ears ringing
Nose bleeding
Walk in need a power up
Brain leaking
Brow tweakin
I jus f*cked three hours up
Three bitches w superpowers
Drugging call em powderpuff
Powdered up
I need a xan to sleep or sum
I cannot function
I'm sweating like I'm in a oven
3 different substances
F*cked up I'm bumping it
I don't do the love shit
Don't greet me out in public ho I told you we just f*cking
I don't really give a f*ck it's pills up in my stomach
I'm still rolling off the drugs she told me I was bugging
Fell in love with dumb shit
Fell in love w them drugs shit
Fell in love w xannies on first date
I done flipped my pantry gripped her handles made her work aye
She don't wear no panties when she come over she lurk ya
I'mma move the cameras so the channels can't be surfed yuh
I just popped a pill sink like titanic than I'm manic go berserk yuh
I Burnt my nerves
Lord have mercy
I dumbed it down so id be heard
Y'all not worthy
I done put a pound in every verb
Y'all not worthy
My knuckles bloody and I'm puzzled
My behavior's troubling
She love me or she doesn't
Tell me why should she love you then?
Tell me lies I sleep with violent crimes what I'm governing
Pantomime from the jester

You broke it down for me I was puzzled dreaming
My head was stuck in the fog you were stuck in my pleadings
I broke it off and I broke them promises
Feed them demons
I broke them walls and I broke my honor w all them speeches
More sober than you thought he was?
Optimistic I could turn these prophecies to pots of luck
I ain't popped a pill to make me feel like I'm a zombie since I brought up
Offered up my ramblings with shards of dust
Honest
I don't walk with god
Maybe I should reach out for his hand
I don't talk a lot
Often they ain't grip the shit I'm sayin
Take my armor off all this talk of slaying was defense
And I ain't hate these women I'm just tryna make all this make sense
Maybe it's distaste for the generation of aimless sins
They put they faces on pages in the bio it's onlyfans
It's like I'm racing the matrix for a woman I could let in
I'm the guiltiest I rap em like Christmas gifts to repent
Id be mortified if my mother really knew that shit that I was doing
I put my life in this music
I thought my last shit was heavy
You would know less if you knew me
I thought by now I'd be dead
I thought that I was gone shoot me
I do not have any friends
It's just the family I'm cool with
I felt more sober than ever when I was sniffing like Hoovers
She get me higher than ever when we just up in my room
I do these drugs to keep balance I love real life more than you
There was a time I was addict I thought I never could lose
There was a time when I wish that these lines was laced than id meet with the moon