Apeman - rosetintedvision Lyrics

Slowly I'm drifting
I owe it to rose tinted vision
I'm frozen in trips I'm alone in these missions
Cold and eclipsed
I've opened these fissures
I'm in the ocean
I draw the line between dying and floating
Can you close the distance?
She begging for closure
I cannot bring you closer
I can just let you listen
Can you get what you want?
Molly and a bundle of blunts
I'm basically stomaching death
At best I'm obsessed with drugs
I'm fumbling trust
She lived with me guess I was lovable once
Guess I'm a lovable one
I just like company but I love f*cking it up
Last one that did drugs with me liked love with me and I f*cked up we ain't spoken in months
I might luck up with a cut up pill
I popped fake xans on purpose woke up early
Didn't give a f*ck that I'm here
I dropped 2 tabs in the morning still went to work shit
I don't give a f*ck how I feel
I don't give a f*ck what's real
I lost to my purpose
I lost to liquor
I know I deserved it
I lost to merchants
I lost to women
I'm stuck in the circus
I lost to urges
This feel like limbo
I been a puppet
I wonder whose pulling my strings
I wonder whose up in my head
I know this ain't me
I know it's a wonderful thing
I wonder what blessed me dreams
I know that I'm on the wrong path
But something's are right in the end
I wish I could draw you a map
I wish I could show you these scenes
I wish I could take you up there
You got a whole room with your things
I wish I could show you my love
I bet that my tomb sit in sin
I promise I'm destined for good
Just let me go through with my whims
I'm honored that no one believes in me
I leave peacefully
Crashed the whip left me sitting where I need to be
Whole world clean when you missing
Slowly I'm drifting
I owe it rose tinted vision