Stuck between my morals and forgetfulness
So many mornings filled with emptiness
I aint hit my knees in weeks and I'm feelin sick
Blame it on disease like I need a fix
But..
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
My heart knew what my mind did
My pain grew, I'm double minded
This stain's new, I'm reminded
The pays due, I can't buy it
I hope one day I lay down and actually fall asleep
I hope one day I stop messin round and actually find a queen
But that's too raw too far too real for me
Fell to worthlessness from vanity
But maybe the timing was wrong
Or maybe this ain't the right song
Maybe my language too strong
Maybe mamma won't like this tone
Or maybe I think too much
Maybe I wake too much
Maybe I play too much
Maybe my heart break too much
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
The best is gettin out of reach
I need moves now I'm 17
I'm running out of time to dream
I'm running running out of steam
I'm falling falling into greed
I need help don't yell at me
This ain't what he meant for me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me
I think the stress kinda gettin to me