Apollo Clone - Choking on Air Lyrics

You'll never know whats going on inside my head
Won't stay awhile, won't take a load off, ill take my meds
Keep changing ways you look at things maybe then you'll start to see me
An open mind will set us free
You'll never know just how long we've suffered
Choking on air I breath might not recover

They all want Bentleys
They all bet against me
Putting genius into pussy
And they pussy on a pedestal
Two mistakes articulated
Can't outrun they shoes and fate
Guess how long these rumors take
Clone aint dark, clone be fake
Clone that culture vulture paid
Can't believe radio play him
More y'all talk the less I listen
I be smoking gassing, tripping
I'm so paranoid, dismissive
Compliments make me Suspicious
Learn to take a joke? Learn to take a hint man
I aint like the vibe some people think they the shit man
Awesome sounds we'll do it live then ill bring all the hits yeah
I'll Gently close my eyes and have a sip of something calming
The de nero off the table must be why nobody's calling fam
I wanna be alone today
Be in undisclosed location
Way up in the forest climbing trees and getting wasted
Seeing nature, objective, angelic in form
The unbiased beauty either you get me or you don't
Either this some shit you feel or you've never been alone
You got a place to crash for now you used to have a home
You've never seen a ghost then awoke to a real nightmare,
You've never had a toast to one day without them night terrors

She let me know what I was on
We never saw the night that day
These pills in shapes and sizes came and took our pain away
After the laughter we discovered nothing really changed
We gave our genius to desire now we fall from grace

This is the life i lead
I'll probably soon just leave
I'm down on hands and knees
Choking on air that I breathe