Aye aye
Wrote this shit four years ago
Aye aye
Dun nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh
Yeah yeah aye
Aye aye aye aye yeah
I hit up my dad after school
I said"hey dad, can I go To Ava's House?"
He said F*ck no, I need to talk To you about buying a boat
So I had a nice dome on the bus till I Got home
And he was sitting in the garage like He was on a F*ckin' throne
Then he said"listen, the boat thing Was a lie
And I absolutely hate my life, and I Have a lot of
Regret for those two Nights that I made
You and your brother, And I wanna Take your moms Life
But I know that would destroy yours
So I'm gonna take my own, and it's like I wasn't even Known
Listen Nick, it gets easier this way
Cause I don't have To worry about Anything and you can go party away
Oh, yeah, I know you haven't been Straight with me About all that shit
Cause I know you hit fat licks with all Your punk-ass Friends
And while he was saying all that shit to My face
I was lookin that nigga straight in the Eye
Cause I thought he was gonna die
His face was red as f*ck
And I thought, damn, at least I get Your sick truck
But I knew he was on the verge of a
Heart attack, so I just took all his shit And stood back
Why does life gotta be like this? Why Can't I just live Like a normal kid
To my dad, this was not a diss, maybe You'll actually See what you did
Feels like I'm falling in an abyss, my Whole life for Myself I want to rid
Nothing about that house I'll miss, Those memories Coming back, I'll Forbid
Why does life gotta be like this? Why Can't I just live Like a normal kid
To my dad, this was not a diss, maybe You'll actually See what you did
Feels like I'm falling in an abyss, my Whole life for Myself I want to rid
Nothing about that house I'll miss, Those memories Coming back, I'll Forbid
Standing there, thinking about what it Used to be Like
Then I remembered it was always like This
Then I wondered if he was gonna kill My mom or Himself first
That's not the type of shit you say to Your kid
It makes him feel like jumping off a Bridge, but it's Fine
I lost all my emotion over the last 10 Years
Cause I had to deal with that every F*cking day
Just him standing there, screaming in My face
Then acting like everything's okay
Don't really know how I'm still here
It's a good thing I picked up surfing
Or I would've probably disappeared
And they would've found me in Someone's closet
With my dad's 357 in my mouth, and
My brain's Splattered through the F*cking wall
But I got a call, it was just the other Day
They said"hey, got a lot to say, but I'ma keep it short cause you're a good Sport
You gotta stay here and do what you're Set here to do
And not let your dad get a hold of you
You're better than that, just keep being You
And you'll make it in this world
I hung up the phone and took a big Look at what's Going on
And I said to myself"f*ck anyone who Doubts me
Or thinks I say all this proudly
I wish I could've just had that rich kid Life
With two white parents and a happy Marriage
But I know I'm in this situation for a Reason
I'ma stand out in the crowd one day
With everyone Knowing my name, so Here I say, f*ck it
I'm not ready to kick the bucket
Not quite yet
Not until I make it big enough to buy a Jet
Be that big
Bigger than my dad ever was, and ever Could be
So I guess I do say all this proudly
So f*ck him, and f*ck anyone who Doubts me
Aye, aye, f*ck anyone who doubts me
Aye, aye, f*ck anyone who doubts me
F*ck anyone who doubts me
F*ck anyone who doubts me
Sometimes life don't go as planned
But you just gotta wait
One day you'll understand
That it's about what you give, not take
Close your hands, praying to God
And the right environment you shall Create
Now follow me and make amends
Life is as beautiful as what you make
Sometimes life don't go as planned
But you just gotta wait
One day you'll understand
That it's about what you give, not take
Close your hands, praying to God
And the right environment you shall Create
Now follow me and make amends
Life is as beautiful as what you make