Apollo Vantor - Hello Apollo Lyrics

It's 3am
I'm wide awake in bed
With all these selfish thoughts runnin' around my head
Think a therapist would do me good right now
But I'm not so sure they'd really understand
Is there something else that will make me happy
Is this my new life or another hobby
Will I make it there or will I die trying
For the first time I'm terrified

I know
I'm supposed to make it on my own
But oh
I don't want to do it all alone

Hello Apollo
I need you to come around
I need you to tell me it's alright
And I need you to tell me now
Hello Apollo
I need you to help me out
I want to make my loved ones proud
Would it kill you to tell me how
I may fall apart but it's ok
I'll hide my frown
Under a masquerade
Help me find the words, I'm trying to convey
Apollo let me know your on the way

It'll be ok now
Don't you worry
I've been in the background
But I know you're hurting
Stops along the way
Make for a better journey
It'll be alright
I'm by your side

I know
You think you won't make it on your own
But oh
Deep inside I think you've always known

Your Apollo
I need you to say it loud
You fell to the ground
But that's ok
I don't have any doubts
That your Apollo
And it's fine if you strike out
A couple misses won't define
What your life is about
You may fall apart
But it's ok
We'll pick up the pieces for another day
This won't be the ending of your story
Just another chapter
For you to say

My name's Apollo
Took awhile to find out
That I can make it on my own
Now I don't have any doubt
That I'm Apollo
And I know it's just my nature
To second guess myself when I'm feeling insecure
I won't worry now
Cause there's no reason
I won't live in fear anymore
Now I'm free from all of those expectations
Haven't found my way
But, I'm here to stay
I'm here to stay
Yeah
I'm here to stay