Pacific Blue Video (MV)

I'm out here, you're back there
I miss the taste of your lips but there's only bad air
I call you, you're with friends
We talk but it's not long 'fore you hang up it ends
Girl I can't comprehend, I do not know why
It's not how it went up inside of my mind
Now I'm feeling bent like these words that I rhyme
I'm hoping that this is the worst of its kind
A curse in disguise, (Girl) could be a blessing
While we're entwined, (Well) it's hard to assess it
Unraveled I find, (Hell) my mind compressed with
These thoughts of your body I'm wanting my next hit
Physically, you give me goosebumps thinking bout you
Kissing me, I wish I had it now but well
Wishing things, don't make it happen girl are you
Missing me? Think about these mysteries
Girl I gotta stop these thoughts so I'm tipping drinks
Yea I'm tipping drinks, yea I'm tipping drinks
Are you missing me? Think about these mysteries
Girl I gotta stop these thoughts so I'm tipping drinks

Time has been crawling I try and stay present
But you're on my mind and no I cannot help it
Drunk off your love from our summer time melting
But it's got me too much f*cked up I must tell this

Whatchu think? Let's pour two drinks
And try to decipher the different words I write in this ink
To start this off, girl how you been
It's been a minute since we did it are you missing him?
I'm sipping gin because I'm insecure
My liver is sick and I still can't be sure
Of what your answer is even though you're so pure
I'm thinking that drinking just isn't the cure
So I spark a cig, but I hate that taste
Didn't do this when I was with your grace
The substances I'm sucking in just feel so fake
I keep on tallying these mistakes like these ocean waves
Because they keep crashing like my mood
So similar I guess I feel pacific blue
I'm on the rise until I hit that dune
And then it rolls full circle when I think of you, girl

Time has been crawling and you're on my mind
Drunk off your love but hungover sometimes
I just need some water and I will be fine
Cuz you're what I'm wanting you're one of a kind

I'm out here, you're back there
I miss the taste of you're lips but there's only bad air
If only you, were right here
I'd hold you in my arms and dissipate any fears
Cuz my heart was locked up but you were that key
I couldn't resist you were perfect for me
You pried me open but I had to leave
If you wonder why I wear tanks girl my hearts on my sleeve
Because I been used, same as you
Forgetting and it's hitting my vision isn't clear
I wipe that fog, see you're my muse
Sometimes I need reminding girl my mind gets all weird
Because girl we tied up but we ain't tied down
You get me higher than the sky's high clouds
Just writing bout you how my mood turns round
I know just how soon I'll return to town
Hoping that

Time will stay crawling after I arrive
Let's watch the stars fall and marvel at the lights
I treasure it all this the time of our lives
You're precious to me as the Sun in the sky
Oh, oh, Sun in the sky
Oh, Sun in the sky
Girl you are the Sun you're so bright
Girl, you are the love of my life